

TROYReading is your front door key, unlocking your own doors of memory. Each and every flippant catalyst, as hollow as bait as filling as mist. Moonfish and pikes resurface, after years of drowning in your mental furnace -TROY
Irrelevant emotions are retrieved revised and resealed, irresponsibly by your mind shield. Needless connotations catch you & youre under, concrete thoughts now begin to wonder, Ignoring the objective, creating new meaning, selecting the subjective, Screening the eclectic, a new current emerges, sharks swarm ready for the purges. Conscience as ever watches you nibbling, like you d


Head in the cloudsFrom the gutter I rise to admire the viewHead in the clouds
My head is a pickle, a Parisean stew
I configure a form but you are still faceless I offer my hand but my stumbles are graceless
We battle like Mearcats in the heat of the chase
Except chase aint the case when you’re empty space
You’re all in my head but I wish there was more Instead of this barrier, this impenetrable door
You’re too obscure for me to possibly miss you
Imagination’s run wild, independence has too The hole in my head is wanting to get filled up But no one is helping and there’s no measuring cup &


InsomniaDrip fucking drip.Insomnia
A muffled war drum far away batters around my cranium, bones in my ear explode.
Mutating in darkness, thoughts of idle massacres. Sacrifices, slaughter, a mothers crimson soaked corpse for a daughter,
an abattoir in the basement, a butchers bone yard, blood everywhere. An evil cackle.
This debris from a genocidal mind changes my room into a concentration camp,
the metronome reverberates suicidal tendencies, smashing the sanctuary of silence
like a broken urn. Destruction disease death, everyone will feel my pain,
the world shall see my wrath. Getting caught


Night time is the worst in...Wounds seep unkept. Tears roll unchecked. Isolating loneliness, alienating ‘only-ness’. Alone.Night time is the worst in...
A battered scream from within is met by pitiless stillness.
You’re a corpse on the bed. Eyes like fists.
Clenched. Shut. Motionless. Concrete. Pathetic. Grey.
One voice speaks out but please don’t listen.
He only tries
to make you cry
and that’s his only mission.
Avoid the void, console the soul,
just tell him to fuck off!
Silence.
Control breathing (this ain’t attention seeking!), sobs give you away. Damp pillow cases,
the mind races; he’s o
BlackMarket

What Goes Up Comes DownI hate you for affecting me so deeply.What Goes Up Comes Down
'Let's meet up, I'll be in town.' My spirits soared (prematurely) with (anxious) expectations.
You said 'the weekend'— I agonized for three days as I waited for the phone call / text message that never materializ


Fall. We always fall together.Fall
We fell
in love with each other.
And later, when
You fell out of love with me
(and fell under her spell)


silentAbsence does'nt make the heart grow fonder. It makes you cry oceans. Silence isn't golden. It's defening and it wont let me sleep. Love is not just a fairytale. It's what keeps me alive. A break does'nt calm you down, because my heart is almost not a part of me anymore. Fresh air wont do me well.. I'd rather be smelling your skin. Talking does'nt work.. No words can escape. And when they do, all they can say is "I love him".silent
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If the truth was bitter and the lies were sweet, which would you pick?
And welcome.....
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I'm a reckless daydreamer --
And nothing can be done.
That's why I'm here,
Sitting in the sun.
and WELCOME TO dA
Luisa xx
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~sometimes you think your flying, but really you're just waiting for the fall~
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